Do You Want To Be A Fucking Fighter?

Oh! I have another thing to talk about now. I didn't want to add it with the previous post, "Amusement" Park because it would stretch too long. So recently I have been thinking about my life and what I really want to do with it. I had positive thoughts about becoming a lawyer or doing/getting into film. I realized I'm no bookworm kid and that I was never really engaged with school. Knowing where I stand now I don't know how long it would take for me to get out of Community and into some real college like a State or UC. I figured it would take a long, fucking, time. I'm a slacker and a master procrastinator and it has always gotten to the best of me. So with all this analyzing myself I realized I wan to become a fighter, sorta.

I love MMA and it's probably the only sport I follow. Many people follow the traditional, soccer, football, baseball, etc, but as for me I am a HUGE fight fan. I have seen TONS of UFC fights and I still do now. I liked fighting when I was a kid but guns and stuff usually were cooler so I focused more on that. In elementary, middle, and high school I was never bullied nor have I ever gotten into a fight.

Last semester at City I took Judo. I didn't exactly want to do it but since it was always the one grappling martial art that I wanted to learn I took it. I wasn't the best at it because I weighed at 200lbs, still do, and that the guys my weight were packing more muscle than fat. I struggled a little during sparring sessions. Since I wasn't fully in love with Judo I didn't take the two hour classes at night. I really wanted to do Jujitsu/Brazilian Jujitsu and City offered Jujitsu in the early morning and hour before Judo which was at 9am but being that time and so early I preferred sleep than Jits.

Now in the summer I have free time. I'm also thinking getting at job at Darkside or Gamestop, but if I don't I might do BJJ all summer or just workout again because I'm packing too much weight >.< Another Vince Lim told me that he might go back to his BJJ place that he use to go to and that he told me I should train with him too. Funny, two Vince Lim's in one camp/dojo, haha. The place he goes to offers two week free trial with gi, though I already have one, just like more martial arts places I've seen/or passed by. I hope I get a good experience out of it because not only will I be active again in fitness I'll be learning something that can possible help me with my possible MMA career.

There's a lot that needs to be learned to become an amateur and pro MMA fighter. Cutting weight, maintaining weight, eating right, etc. A lot of that I don't have BUT it doesn't hurt to start, or does it? Well in sophomore year of high school I maintained the weight of 180-185, middleweight! lol but that was all thanks to Silent Drill Team and not eating in the entire day, unhealthy and dangerous, but it worked! haha. Now I'm 200 and thinking about an MMA career.

I don't know what else to say, well I do but I don't know how to structure and organize it. It'll stop now before I stop making any sense. I'll probably come back tonight or in a few days to finish up this post. For now, you get a piece of my mind and I hoped u enjoyed what you read. If not...fuck you =D

PEACE!